Our lives seem driven by forces and choices we made and therefore we prepare each next step in response. We make sure each step mitigate a past mistake making the proper turns to redirect our path to our original path.
When we make a mistake we struggle to correct it.
We invent 12 step programs that focus on making things right because we are powerless.
We find the girl or guy that seems most like the one we lost.
We work on an education that will change a decade old path to be most like what we thought was a good idea at 20.
We reminisce the days of past glories and base our image of present success on what once was.
We attempt to connect to our youth through the tales of achievements and abilities that are physical youth rather than our ability to survive in a world at odds with our existence.
We lose sight of tomorrow’s opportunities for solutions of our past
We seek the past love in the face of our current love
We forget that the future is ours for the molding.
We wait for that special day when we can prove what we know
We wait for that special day when we are recognized for what we’ve achieved
We yearn for the special day when we can feel as before
We live in a special day in our past
Today is your special day
Today you have to ability to trade the pain of yearning for what has passed to what is ahead.
You are alive
You are smarter
You are wiser
You are older and thank god for this proves that today is that first special day that will define the rest of your life
Today is that special day that will make you existence and behavior be what you want
No more looking back for if you don’t stare ahead you will never see the true obstacles that stand in your way.
You been waiting for that special day
It’s been here every day waiting for you.